Nothing is working.

Nothing has worked.

What's even the point anymore?

I don't even have the energy to try anything else.

Are those the thoughts that have been in your head lately? Weighing on your heart?

I feel that. I lived that.

The books were full of somebody else's stories + pain and are fun to read and great for commiserating, but unproductive for my own growth, healing, and success.

The journaling. The meditation. All great tools with no direction so they weren't actually taking me anywhere.

I was trying it all. One more day. One more putting one foot in front of the other just trying to get through the day's activities so I could crawl back into myself...into the Candy Crush world where I didn't have to pretend to feel what I wasn't.

It looked great from the outside. I was still the strong one. The okay one. The "can do anything one". The one that everyone relied on and called for a helping hand or a smile or a venting post. I was still wildly successful at work and showered and dressed and looking and being all the things I was "supposed to" look like and be like. After all, the last thing I wanted to do was burden anybody else with my "not okayness".

In that time, I could have desperately used a "me", but there wasn't one.

I grabbed at all the straws modern society told me I should. "I'm smart. I'm a go-getter. I'm good at things. I'm successful. I can find a way out of this."

Each time I grabbed for one of those straws of hope only to watch it disintegrate in my hand, I drew further into myself. I got more isolated. (Nobody knew, of course...The Avatar that was "Regular Beth" was still alive and well...but that avatar was a literal living, breathing shell of who I actually was. I was doing the things, but not feeling any of it.)

It felt hopeless, really. It felt like this was just the way my life was going to be.

Until the day I dusted myself off for the last time and asked the woman in my heart what SHE needed.

Step by little tiny step, I learned to listen....oh and that was a whole storm by itself Trial and error. Victory and failure. Joy and pain. Old grief. Old trauma. Old stories. Expectations I felt I couldn't meet. Generational nonsense and social expectations that didn't suit me. All this sh*t I was carrying around that had weighed me down so much it was hard to walk.

Anyway, to spare you the nitty gritty of all those stories (because they're mine, not yours and the details of all that don't have a damn thing to do with what you need to get unstuck), this is how I began to teach what I teach.

Spoiler alert. I don't have canned answers for you. I don't want you to need me or rely on me, but you can bet your a$$ I'll be walking next to you with all the love and support you need.

Sounds weird, right? There are a whole sh*t ton of coaches and internet gurus and celebrity all-stars and therapists that build their businesses entirely around "Need me!" (or worse - "pour into me! Feel for me!" Don't worry...I see all the same ones you do...the ones stuck in their own pain and their own stories. The ones that need you to know all the details of their stuff. The ones with all the details about their lives that have nothing to do with you. The "me focused" ones. )

I don't want you to need me. I don't need you to need me. The world needs YOU. The most authentic version of you. The confident one that knows their worth and can lean into their gifts. Now more than EVER. I need you to love you and I need you to learn how to uncover your own answers so that you can navigate ANYTHING life brought or will bring to you. This is YOU learning to be confident and steady and fulfilled in YOUR life. Learning where to find the answers that suit YOU and YOUR heart the best.

This isn't open-ended therapy with no end date or no real concrete solution. This is a 12 week deep dive that will give you the tools you need to step into the incredible, powerful, extraordinary human you are.

This is the kind of program that makes people say "I've had more breakthroughs in the first two weeks than I had in two decades of therapy" (real talk)

It's a 12 week program that will change your life - personally and professionally - in ways that you can't even imagine. It will affect your joy and your happiness and your business health + success and your personal health and your quality of life. (If you give yourself a year to do this work, it will take a year. If you give yourself 12 weeks, you'll be through it by the end of the first quarter).

It's a software update for your mind, heart, and spirit that will unlock every door you've been trying to kick down for a decade or better.

It's not for everybody. It's only for people that are tired of piecemealed solutions that don't work. The ones exhausted by grabbing at straws. The ones completely done with haphazard "healing" that isn't getting them anywhere. (If this isn't for you because you've got it all figured out and/or you're still okay muddling through the piecemeal stuff (I get it...I did it too!!), I'd be grateful if you'd click share on this post so it can get to who needs it )

But if you're as done doing sh*t that doesn't work as I was back then and you steadfastly REFUSE to let 2022 be yet another year of rollercoaster, click the link https://bit.ly/BreakthroughWithBeth, knock out the questions so I can best understand where you're coming from, and let's hop on a breakthrough call that will pull you out of the cycle for good.

If you're done being the one that shows up for everybody else with no one to show up for you. If you're done with your own excuses. If you're done.done.done feeling like a shell of yourself and not feeling like you want to feel in your life, click here https://bit.ly/BreakthroughWithBeth

I love you. And I want you to love you too. Let's chat soon.